The Depth of Papers in My Home Could Stun

i just uncovered my book. after three days of homeschooling backlash being piled on top of it...who knew where it was. but i have it again, so maybe today i can actually find myself somewhere past the introduction. it seems i have the best intentions in the literary realm and then i read then introduction with vim and vigor and then it's like the last page of the intro is quicksand. i...just...get...stuck...there (and then i lose the book) :)